July 11, 2010

low.

I'm feeling so incredibly low lately. Down and out. Lonely like whoa. And I'm not sure what the problem is besides the serious lack of friends lately. I've lost 2 of my best friends in the last month, and everyone else has been caught up with their own lives.

I spend most days at home after work, watching tv, reading, and crashing in bed early. And yet I feel like crap most days because I'm stressed and sad. I just want someone to talk to. I want a constant in my life again.

Why do I lose friends so easily? I can only think it's me.

Crying would probably be ideal about now, but I can't even seem to do that. Hopefully I'll luck up and fall asleep soon.

This really isn't how I wanted life to be again.

xx

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