sober.

I've been sober for the last 5 days. I don't know the last time I was sober for so long. It's brought some much needed clarity to my life, and the fact that I haven't been craving alcohol is also a good sign. It's not like I'm drunk all the time, but having at least a beer a day has been part of my normal routine for a while now.

I'm not really sure when I'm gonna drink again. Could be tomorrow, seeing as the bear and I are going out. But I also want to prove to myself that I can go out, not drink, and still have a good time. Also not being hungover the next morning would be nice as well.

I've really needed to be on my A game this week, I have too much going on, and too many long days. But I'm really looking forward to having Sunday off, and hopefully an adventure with my boy.

Sleep is something that should be happening right now. I guess I should actually give that a try. Hmph.

xx

sorry.

So apparently I rule at life and like to collapse from drunkenness outside bars and have 5 people carry me home. Like literally carry me home. Each limb and my head. I don't think I've ever been so embarrassed from something I don't remember... EVER. So my apologies and thanks go out to the people of Santa Ana and my amazing friends who put up with me that night. The bump on my head is not payment enough for what they had to go through.

xx