sober.

I've been sober for the last 5 days. I don't know the last time I was sober for so long. It's brought some much needed clarity to my life, and the fact that I haven't been craving alcohol is also a good sign. It's not like I'm drunk all the time, but having at least a beer a day has been part of my normal routine for a while now.

I'm not really sure when I'm gonna drink again. Could be tomorrow, seeing as the bear and I are going out. But I also want to prove to myself that I can go out, not drink, and still have a good time. Also not being hungover the next morning would be nice as well.

I've really needed to be on my A game this week, I have too much going on, and too many long days. But I'm really looking forward to having Sunday off, and hopefully an adventure with my boy.

Sleep is something that should be happening right now. I guess I should actually give that a try. Hmph.

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